Anyway, I've mentioned this before, but I'm an audiobook addict. Listening to audiobooks changed my life, or at least my habits - I do more housework, go for longer walks, and generally get more done if I am listening to a good book. I've gone through a lot of audiobooks in the last month or so - they truly saved my sanity through the hours and hours of packing, driving, more packing, more driving, unpacking, unpacking, unpacking....
I didn't rush to read Unbearable Lightness: A Story of Loss and Gain
I know as much about eating disorders as the average magazine reading female, but really couldn't grasp what goes on in the head of someone suffering from anorexia. Portia de Rossi describes her own thought processes and obsessive behaviors so honestly, so vividly, it's horrifyingly fascinating. Her description of one particular incident, when she abandoned her beloved little dog on an outdoor patio because she was driven by an overwhelming compulsion to exercise by running up and down several flights of stairs, flight after exhausting flight, driven by guilt and horror because she had chewed too many sticks of gum - wow, the description of that scene haunts me still. It goes on and on, she tries to stop running the stairs, but no, she can't let herself stop, she has to do it over, and over...as I listened to her describing her own behavior I found myself yelling in the car, "Stop it! STOP IT! OH MY GOD YOU REALLY ARE CRAZY!"
She describes her ritualistic eating habits, her extremely limited diet, her exercise obsession, in such a matter-of-fact way, it's somehow far more alarming than if she portrayed herself as a helpless victim of her disorder. In her mind, she was FINE! Everybody else was crazy for worrying about her! It's a horrifying look at obsessive compulsive behavior and what goes on in the head of someone in the grip of a nearly deadly eating disorder, with, of course, a happy ending. So, while I can't say I found the book "entertaining," it definitely was...fascinating. (Said in Mr. Spock voice, with raised eyebrow.) I'm glad she recovered, because boy, she was seriously nuts for a while.
On a somewhat related note (diet), but at the "Super Healthy" end of the spectrum, I listened to Eat to Live: The Amazing Nutrient-Rich Program for Fast and Sustained Weight Loss, Revised Edition
I'm still going strong on my plant based diet and have no desire to backslide into carnivorous eating. I am having fun with what I consider a new lifestyle - trying new recipes, collecting new cookbooks, learning to cook vegetables I'd ignored all my life. I'm not really trying to lose weight, just to eat a super healthy diet. I know I've lost a few pounds since the move because clothes that were snug are not snug anymore, but the scale was in the hall bathroom with the cat for most of the last week so I haven't been weighing myself. I feel great and have lots of energy (most days). Going vegetarian was surprisingly easy - giving up dairy took a little more effort, and I do eat some dairy now and then, but not daily. I don't find it terribly difficult, but OTOH, I am not rabidly strict about it either - if I can't get to the health food store to get the coconut based coffee creamer I love, I'll use half and half and not worry about it. I only drink two cups of coffee a day as it is - not a dietary change for me, I've never been a huge coffee drinker. Coconut based products have been a revelation for me - I used to think "non-dairy" = soy. (The coconut creamer is so much better than the widely available soy creamer, it's like night and day.) Worth hunting it down.
(This rambling blog post was brought to you by the letters "P" for Procrastination, and "A" for Algebra - but I can't put off the real estate math chapter any longer. Back to work.)
I love audiobooks, too. I live three blocks from my public library, so I check them out on CD and listen to them while I knit. There is a version of "To Kill a Mockingbird" that is read by Sissy Spacek that I really recommend. I know you have probably read the book and seen the movie a million times, but to hear it in her voice, with her accent, brings it to life. It really does sound as though Scout is telling you her story first hand. (I hope your fridge issues are resolved soon and wish me luck---I'm going to sign a contract to have my house sided at the beginning of next week. I'm praying that it doesn't turn into the Home Improvement Project From Hell.)
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